time to die

[valerytozer (deleted)]

i have Arnold-Chiari Malformation (ACM) a chronic progressivedegenerative disorder
it is hereditary my grand father, my mother.... so on all whom have had it in my family died
at 47 and all were born with some other phyical dissability, mine happons to have been hermaphadite, so far on my life phyiscaly i have been ok, till about 3 years ago,
my joints are starting to fail. my suizers have mostly stoped (about 2 a month or so)
i became tyared of the doctors pokeing at me and have choisen a few years ago to move
back in a boat. the isoliton seems to help. i know there is nothing the doctors
can do for me, and i undetstand that, so i want to live the rest of my life free.
i want to enjoy the little time i have left. i hope i will find someone that can walk with me
down that path. i can still walk (for know) but my memory, spelling, and math are allmost gone. i have a dream to git a trimaran or catamarn put an old square
jig sail on it and sail around the americas for charity and donate all cfunds rased
to a local homless shelter or hospital for kids n to prove that ko mattet what your ssituation is you can still make a differnce. so i know IT'S TIME TO DIE, BUT I AM GOING TO MAKE SUCH A NOISE NOT TO BE FORGOTEN. seas n chears

[deloris9]

`your so beautiful

i have tears in my eyes.im sorry to hear about your condition,but theres healthy ppl who take their live over so many dumb reason.i wish i could sail around the states too n i live in the usa,lol.but its not how long you live your life..but what you make of it. ;p)